This blog is too get something off my chest that is really just annoying the crap out of me! I have had my experiences with bad men and now that I have a good one I am very much happy and blessed, but I still have found that even with this I can't shake shady catty women who try to infringe on my relationship! I can't stand it when women have issues with their confidence so badly that they have to have men in their life to make them feel better. We need to have more invested in ourselves than to have to turn too some man for their opinion.
I had this very issue back in the day, but I have quickly grown out of it. I never tried to sabotage another woman's relationship. I knew when to back off. I find that there are even women out there who don't want your guy, but they don't want him with you either. They are so miserable with their own life they just want to make others miserable too. Please if you are miserable get some help, but stop trying to make others feel the same way.
I can not believe some people. Especially women lately who I have found for the most part to be so catty, jealous, and just down right EVIL! They get with other women who are feeling down about life and they trash anyone they feel inferior too. They spread lies, gossip, and talk just to tear someone else down. I know I at one time didn't like my life, still parts I am working on, but I never tried to make others feel horrible or talk badly of them. If I did do this and do not recall I am very sorry. I am just so annoyed right now.
I have had one too many women in the past year stab me in the back. They spread their lies to other women who were catty and jealous and that in turn made some men turn their backs on me too. So people say to ignore it. It's hard to ignore when everyone turns against you and you have to quit jobs on account of gossip and bullying. No more this year! Sorry to rant, but I am tired of shady people and people who just want to hurt someone because they don't like themselves. We were taught not to make drama and to keep things like this to ourselves, but honestly it's gotten out of hand and I will speak my mind about it.
Monday, January 2, 2012
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
My Thoughts on 2011
Hello friends and family. I am starting this blog so I can express my thoughts and feelings without always having people jump me about it. I think that this past year has been a year of self discovery, more than any other year in my life. I think once you find your path that things just start making more sense, you stop spinning your wheels. You are more focused and are able to stay in tune with what God is calling you to do. If you don't know much about me the first thing you should know is that I am very much a person of faith. I always have been. I remember when I was 5 years old I would sit and think about the vastness of God and find myself overwhelmed by the thought of Him. I didn't fully understand all the things about Him but I just would find myself almost outside my body looking down at this world and how small it is compared to God and the infinite universe.
As years have passed my faith has gone in and out. I was very strong in it during my youth and through high school and after a few blasts of horrible things happening and losses, I began to question my faith. This year has been a year to rediscover and grow even deeper in my faith with God. I have had more people in the past year and a half judge me, stab me in the back, and hurt me than any time in my life. But as my grandfather said, " Perhaps you are doing something good, you have to be to have so many enemies." I never thought of it that way before. I will never admit that I am anything but a faulty person. I make mistakes and I learn from them, but I never give up. That is one thing I have learned is a very positive attribute to who I am. I could have given up a long time ago, but I never do.
This year I have learned that the world has become cruel, but there is also so much good in it. If you focus on only the bad people that is all you are going to see, but if you focus on the people who truly care and have always been there you will see more of that. It's all about perspective. Sometimes I have to do a literal work out brain wise to keep my perspective positive. I can allow all these people to define me and make me a no one or I can keep trying and pressing forward too the goal God has called me too and put Him first no matter what the sacrifice. I have chosen this.
Joyce Myers is one of my favorite authors and Christian writers, she wrote a daily bible verse that talks about this very thing. Here it is. ( Don't be surprised if you see her a lot in my posts).
"I'm Okay and I'm on My Way"
But the path of the [ uncompromisingly] just and righteous is like the light of dawn, that shines more and more (brighter an clearer) until [ it reaches its full strength and glory in] the perfect day [to be prepared]. - Proverbs 4:18
I have not arrived, and neither has anyone else. We are all in the process of becoming. For much in my life I felt that I would never be okay until I arrived, but I have learned that is not the truth. My heart desires to be all God wants me to be, and I want to be like Jesus. My flesh does not always cooperate with me (Read Romans 7).
Yes we all have a way to go. I was distraught about how far I had to go, and it seemed Satan reminded me of it daily, sometimes even hourly. I carried a constant sense of failure a feeling that I just was not what I needed to be, that I was not doing good enough, that I should try harder- and yet when I did try harder, I only failed more. I have now adopted a new attitude: " I am not where I need to be, but thank God I am not where I used to be. I'm okay and I am on my way!"
I now know with all my heart that God is not angry with me because I have not arrived. He is pleased that I am pressing on, that I am staying on the path. If you and I will just "keep on keeping on," God will be pleased with our progress. Keep walking the walk. A walk is something taken one step at a time, This is an important thing to remember. - Joyce Myers.
This is the most important thing I have learned to do during 2011. I want to know what you have learned this year and what you feel has been the worst and best things you have accomplished! I hope to hear some responses. Even one thing is better than nothing at all, because I know if you search deep enough you will see what you have learned and what you want to change! :)
Happy New Year!
As years have passed my faith has gone in and out. I was very strong in it during my youth and through high school and after a few blasts of horrible things happening and losses, I began to question my faith. This year has been a year to rediscover and grow even deeper in my faith with God. I have had more people in the past year and a half judge me, stab me in the back, and hurt me than any time in my life. But as my grandfather said, " Perhaps you are doing something good, you have to be to have so many enemies." I never thought of it that way before. I will never admit that I am anything but a faulty person. I make mistakes and I learn from them, but I never give up. That is one thing I have learned is a very positive attribute to who I am. I could have given up a long time ago, but I never do.
This year I have learned that the world has become cruel, but there is also so much good in it. If you focus on only the bad people that is all you are going to see, but if you focus on the people who truly care and have always been there you will see more of that. It's all about perspective. Sometimes I have to do a literal work out brain wise to keep my perspective positive. I can allow all these people to define me and make me a no one or I can keep trying and pressing forward too the goal God has called me too and put Him first no matter what the sacrifice. I have chosen this.
Joyce Myers is one of my favorite authors and Christian writers, she wrote a daily bible verse that talks about this very thing. Here it is. ( Don't be surprised if you see her a lot in my posts).
"I'm Okay and I'm on My Way"
But the path of the [ uncompromisingly] just and righteous is like the light of dawn, that shines more and more (brighter an clearer) until [ it reaches its full strength and glory in] the perfect day [to be prepared]. - Proverbs 4:18
I have not arrived, and neither has anyone else. We are all in the process of becoming. For much in my life I felt that I would never be okay until I arrived, but I have learned that is not the truth. My heart desires to be all God wants me to be, and I want to be like Jesus. My flesh does not always cooperate with me (Read Romans 7).
Yes we all have a way to go. I was distraught about how far I had to go, and it seemed Satan reminded me of it daily, sometimes even hourly. I carried a constant sense of failure a feeling that I just was not what I needed to be, that I was not doing good enough, that I should try harder- and yet when I did try harder, I only failed more. I have now adopted a new attitude: " I am not where I need to be, but thank God I am not where I used to be. I'm okay and I am on my way!"
I now know with all my heart that God is not angry with me because I have not arrived. He is pleased that I am pressing on, that I am staying on the path. If you and I will just "keep on keeping on," God will be pleased with our progress. Keep walking the walk. A walk is something taken one step at a time, This is an important thing to remember. - Joyce Myers.
This is the most important thing I have learned to do during 2011. I want to know what you have learned this year and what you feel has been the worst and best things you have accomplished! I hope to hear some responses. Even one thing is better than nothing at all, because I know if you search deep enough you will see what you have learned and what you want to change! :)
Happy New Year!
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